Friday, July 30, 2010

I'm BACK!

Two blogs in one week! I asked my husband if he was going to continue to post a picture of everything we buy...guess he's lacking on topics to write for blog entries and with no more ultrasounds..pictures are going to be scarce.

We're half way there! And i finally feel like myself again, no more throwing up in the dishwasher (knock on wood)! I still have the occasional gag when baby's hungry, but other than that so far so good - thank God for that! The week after the korea trip I was back to throwing up and praying it was just because of the jet lag and the rough plane ride and not the looming return of morning sickness. but so far so good.

After the realization sorta set in that we were going to be having a girl I finally bought some girly clothes for her, i love that there are so many more options for cute baby girl clothes vs. boy's clothes...but it adds up quick! I had to have the husband check the shopping bag before clicking check out...and of course he veto-ed some of the too frilly items.

i think im finally slowly realizing that in a matter of months I'm going to be taking care of someone else, that her needs are greater than mine...yes it sounds selfish...but as we start buying more things for her, i'm left thinking "wow when is the next time im going to get to buy..." as im always looking for sales on baby clothes and other items, i wonder when the last time my husband bought clothes for himself..well..more like when was the last time i bought him clothes.

but every time i feel a kick or a squirm can't but help feel excited. Last night I asked my husband, "youre not going to say hello to us?" and he replied "us, so youre two people now" and with her growing it really does feel like US now.

before we even thought of really having kids I used to as Hoy what attributes he would want our children to have from him...and as the days draw more near I cant but wait to see her little face and who's nose, mouth, ears, and eyes she has. but until then..cant wait to see some kicking outside the belly..people often refer to the scene in alien.

so til then friends. bye!

love you my little bean

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